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Droplets

2009-04-28T03:07:00.000-07:00

Hello buzzlegums ;) Check out my masterpiece. Had to do some paperbag for some exhibition during art class. Whaddaya think? I think its nice enuff. Haha. Hope the people who see it think that way too! Oh btw i'm sharing this paperbag+wonderful masterpiece wif ze one and only mademoiselle Tiara Aida.

Currently at home with Vanessa and Aimi. Shahirah just went home. V and mimi and sha were here to do some bm perpaduan project. V said she did nothing. She just took pictures of us. Proof we did work together! Am also waiting for photoscape to finish downloading. I know what youre thinking. So damn lame. Photoscape has been used for over a gazillion years, and i just started to use it -.- I know i know. V helped to download. Yeaaayyyy photoscape finally done :) Cant wait to use it and put more ugly pictures of aimi fatyn and nahd. Mwahahahhahaha.

To my dearest sweetheart whom I call my BFF. Whats happened? I didnt say anything about you. I didnt even talk behind yr back. I never kept secrets behind yr back. I tell you every single thing. And this is what you do to me? I mean what else am i supposed to ask you? If i dont say a thing, you'll get mad. So might as well I just ask that particular question kan. What more do you expect? And what was with " Why do you need a guy? Is it a must for you? " Uh hellloooo. Ask yourself the same question. Why do YOU need a guy? Is it a must for YOU? Youve been telling us problems about yr boyfriend. And do we complain? NO. I've helped you a lot. Can't believe you did this to me. I wont call you names, but youve betrayed me. Should I still call you my bestfriend? I dont think you deserve it anymore. You said those two girls in yr class were having attitude problems. Now youre one of them. You have the same attitude problem too. You told me to find a better guy or stay single until the right one comes. But yr boyfriend..Havent you realised what he's doing to you? He's just using you. Youre too in love wif him. You dont even realise what he's done to you. I'm just saying this for your own good. Sedar lah. Kalau terasa, i'm not sorry. I'm so dissapointed in you. I dont feel like talking to you at all. I dont even feel like mentioning yr name. I dont even think i can forgive you. After all we've been through? My god. I cant believe you.

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Addiction

2009-04-13T05:35:00.000-07:00

I'm starting to get addicted to blogging now :o Today was very tiring. Had dance practice. Felt dizzy and sleepy the whole time. Got waken up by loads of bug bites. Darn the insects in taman dutaa -_- Okay i take it all back. I'm starting to get fed up with blogspot. I can't even upload one picture, and it gets stuck. I dont know wether its me, or the picture, or blogspot, or whatever. aaaaahhhhhh.

Yeaaaaayyy tomorrow's the show :) Oh incase i havent mentioned. I'm having a performance at Nikko Hotel for Her World Magazine and a celebration as a tribute to women or whatever shit. I cant wait. The exciting part is, we get paid :D Last time we did a performance, we got rm500 each. Imagine doing loads of other performances and getting paid rm500 each.. Mwahahhahaa. I just wish i got to skip school tomorrow :s

I am dead bored. I'm just browsing through everyone's myspace, updating this stupid blog, and exploring my new phone. Aaaahhhaaaahhh! Did i mention i got a new phone? :D It's the express music one. The not slide and thin one. So now i have two phones, the iPhone and this nokia phone. Tiara or nahd or fatyn was jealous of me :p

Aaaa okay i'll be updating soon! Tata mwah

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Sarcasm

2009-04-11T01:07:00.000-07:00

"Aww thats so cute! You actually think I care :) "

Lady Gaga! :D Ever wondered what her real name was? Is it really Lady Gaga? :s

Back to fase one : Hey ho hello! Ever seen a guy so hot? Like that one up there. Zac Efron. Total hotstuff. I decided to put this picture (eventhough it has nothing to do with my blog) because i was drooling over it. Not literally! Hahaha. Sometimes i just feel like i'm crapping on my blog. I feel like i'm some kid who's trying to be cool by having a blog, where as i know nothing about blogging and i have no idea what to write here.

Today is such a tiring day. I fell at duta tennis courts and now my knees are injured. Super ugly and horrible scars are gonna be there soon. Damn you Mikail! Youre the cause. Youre gonna be paying if i wanna do some surgery to make my legs flawless again. Hahaha. Khoo ze amazingly hot brother of some other Khoo was there :') Couldnt keep my eyes off him. Little roger federer wannabe wasnt there today. Missed him. Without him on the tennis courts, no fun.

Toodle-o!

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Merde!

2009-04-10T04:54:00.000-07:00

Hello bloggers! I think i havent updated for quite a while..Kinda miss it. Heh :) So , what should i babble about today? mm lets see. AHAH! cheer practice today. I had fun dancing :D haha. oh yeah, i dont know wtf was wrong with me but i felt so weak, i couldnt even lift adila or shaleny up to an extension! i started getting headaches and migranes. I swear to god this is the first time it happened to me. i saw double of things , i saw things swirling around in circles , and i saw fatin the size of a pig! :o No offense fatin. but that was what I saw. Right now I envy Sri KDU like shit cos they got David Archie to come to they're school. How come our dearest principal Kamariah, won't allow that? Damn you old woman -_- GOD i'm so bored right now. I feel like moving time faster so i can get to cheer practice tomorrow, then SAB. Can't wait to see Shafina and Myra cheer for the very first time! Er wait. First time cheering, yes. Ha! I can't wait to see Shafina move to a beat for the very first time! Hahahahahahaha :p If it's too funny for me, I'll laugh. Sorry Shafina Mwah Love you <3 NOT. haha To my favourite junior, Raihan, who do you think you are? Dah la youre just a junior nak kutuk us behind our backs pulak. Cooke is stupid? Ya Allah. Don't you realise youre so much worse? What you think youre so good la. You feel good talking about us behind our backs? I swear to god if you still were in SBU, i would scream to you as much as i want to. Thank god you're moving away. Have a fun fucked up life in SAB :) Hope you get bashed. Loser I'm soo upset with my mom now cos she won't allow me to go out. I'm sorry fatin i won't be able to celebrate yr birthday with you. You know i love you so much and i didn't mean to miss yr birthday celebration :'( Haih. Jap i lupa nak wish you kat blog ni kan? Hahahahhahahaha. Happy Birthday Nur Fatin Syahirah bt Nordin! <3 This pretty (it's true, she's pretty) friend of mine celebrated her birthday yesterday, 9th April. Let's hope she had the best birthday cos i made this card for her and i hope it's worth it. She was hoping so badly for this guy (not to be mentioned) to ask her to be his girlfriend, but no, he didn't. Infact he didn't even wish her. Padahal that fella was the one who flirted with her first -_- Haih. Guys these days. Girls, trust no man. And fear no bitch. ooooyeah! Haha.

One question : Have you people had real friends? Literally. Friends who are supportive i mean. If you do, damn youre lucky.

That's all for today. Boiboi sluts :') <3

The start

2009-04-03T21:21:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday Hannah Raguan Hisham! Can't wait for yr party tonight. Eventhough i won't be sleeping over :'( Let's hope it'll be a blast with amir there, alright? :) Love you to bits!

Seriously , I feel like deleting my blog. I have no idea what to post here. Should i just babble about everything or what? I think i regret even signing up for a blog. Should i delete my blog, or just continue? You decide.

Had loads of fun cheering yesterday at some complex with team Cooke :) My group finally managed to do a perfect elevator, a clean cradle, and a very high and non-shaking cradle. I have wonderful team mates. I love em to bits. Especially Adila and Helena. My wonderful base partner and my flyer. But thanks to adila, my shoulder is hurting , a lot. She landed her ass on my shoulder fyi -_- Syed Abbas had a lot of Grand Prix F1 tickets and he only gave em to his close friends, and not the girls. Hakiem got some of the tickets and he was showing off. I think he's never been to F1, that's why he showed off :p No offense buddy!

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Undiscovered

2009-03-29T01:56:00.000-07:00

Nothing much to babble about today. I just found this from my cousin , ili's blog. I decided to put it up. Hope you think this is interesting eventhough it's not much.

Bold the statements that are true to you. Italicize the statements that you wish were true. Leave the fibs alone.

I’m 170cm tall.

I don’t know what I want at the moment.

I’m not happy.

I hate my friends.

I hate my life.

I hate my grades.

I can drive.

I’m bored of driving.

I have a white handbag.

I love dancing.

I go clubbing every week.

Shopping is bullshit.

I have a tattoo of a star.

I got my navel pierced.

I have friends that take drugs.

90% of my friends smoke.

I still hang out with my ex, even though our break up was rather nasty.

I’m studying Fashion.

I have a business running.

I hate cartoons.

I hate someone.

I have 10 Lollipops handbags.

I buy CLEO every month.

My parents don’t know about my blog.

I have an iPod.

I don’t have faith in the current “one”.

My school mates know about my blog.

I wanted to be a fashion designer.

I love rock emo bands.

I hate it when people cancel last minute meet ups.

I’m a rebel.

I don’t believe in love.

High school's filled with drama.

My parents have faith in me.

I’ve bought shoes this month.

A blogger bitched about me before.

I hate sports.

I heart Italian food.

I hate meeting new people.

I hate nail polish.

The mother bear gives me hugs.

People should start appreciating me.

High school was the worst time of my life.

I have red hair.

One Utama is my second home.

I’m a guy.

I’m scared of my Biology exam which I’m going to face tomorrow.

I hate vacations.

I believe in long distance relationships.

I’m going to get high and smoke weed one day soon.

I’ve robbed an old lady.

I’m starting to like applying make-up.

I was a tomboy.

At times I think I still am a tomboy.

I love bitching about people behind their backs.

I still have a best friend.

I have a cat.

I hate surprise parties.

I hate planning parties.

I’m hot.

I’m a sinner.

I’ve got a DS light.

I have a Wii.

I can live without music.

Video games are a waste of time.

I miss the father bear.

I love being in love.

I know how to cook.

I have 100% freedom.

Boys are assholes.

I hate Math.

I’m happy with what I have.

I love horror films.

I slept in my parents room for 3 days after watching Scream when I was a kid.

My old friends keep in touch with me.

I don’t read newspapers.

The news is such a waste of time.

Blogging is a waste of time.

I hate animals.

I can’t live without make-up.

I curse like a pirate.

I’m happy with my 11 year old car.

I hate people that are smart.

I love Orange juice.

I can’t drink for nuts.

I believe that everyone in their teens have lost their virginity.

I’ve got a new phone.

I’m going to get a new pair of shoes by the end of this month.

I love swimming.

I haven’t worked out since March.

I think I’m fat.

I love my friends and family.

Interesting enough for ya? If it aint, leave a comment alright :)

Bitch on loose

2009-03-27T22:00:00.000-07:00

"She's more than what her beauty reflects" - Beauty and the Geek

Finally I'm online on my laptop , at my house. Not at school or anyone's house. My mom made a new rule : Usage of the laptop will only be allowed on weekends. WHICH SUCKS. I need to use the laptop everyday , every hour , infact every second of my life! Ugh. Parents are just f*cked up sometimes.

Anyone watch American Idol on thursday night? Adam Lambert did great. Scott almost got eliminated which was sad. Why don't people pity him? He's blind , but he can still play the piano. Isn't that unbelieveable ? He's so talented. And cute. Don't you think so? Haha. Go Scott ! :)

Today is such a tiring day. I woke up at bloody 6AM for tennis , and after this I have to go for swimming and I'm forced to hit the gym -_- Do you know how tiring that is?! Gaaahhh. My dad is psycho when it comes to sports and health , but hey , he says it's for my own good. Or is it? Haha. I'm supposed to go to Pavillion with Fatyn but my mom won't allow me :( She says my results aren't good enough. I got A for my geography for the first time in my high school life! She should be proud of me. Weird mother of mine.

David Archuleta ; 11th March 09. I so wanna go ! As usual, my mom won't allow me -_- But if he comes to our school that would be soo awesome! So come on sbu-ians. As it says in Nadhirah Rashid's blog..

To make school a little more interesting.. ( PLEASE DO THIS )
TEXT ' School SMK SERI BINTANG UTARA ' to 32111.
Then, go to http://hitz.fm and answer some questions. It's that simple.

Tonight, from 8.30 to 9.30 pm, Earth Hour. Do your part . Switch off your lights for just one hour. It'll make a difference :)

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Lifeless

2009-03-22T00:00:00.000-07:00

Hello people. I decided to delete my last two blogs and make this my first, cos the last two were plain boring. Agree or disagree? Whatever. I hate my short hair! It's so fugly. Stupid hair dresser. I told her I didn't want my hair to be short, yet she did it -_-' Anyway, today, 26th March 09, is such a lifeless day. I think I slept through out the whole day of school cos of sleeping pills :o I know what you're thinking. But yo, I am not addicted. Just taking it for the sake of stressness.

I'm now stuck in this stupid computer lab in school with this psycho teacher, Encik Razip. Weird person, weird name. He's forcing us to right about ourselves, as in our private things and stuff to his bloody email : razip26@gmail.com If you feel like bothering him, please do! Let's see how annoyed he gets and if he tells us about it next Thursday. Haha.

I'm still so upset about my results. I got 2A's 2B's 2C's 2D's and 2E's. My 2B's are almost an A's! If the teacher wasn't so bloody selfish, I could have gotten 4A's which is already a satisfying.

I wanna put this thing back up. Cos it's so interesting. Trust me it is :)

21 things guys do not realise

1) Guys may be flirting around all day, but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.

2) Guys are more emotional then you think. If they loved you once, it'll take them a lot longer then you think to let go in their head, and it hurts every second that they try.

3) Guys go crazy over a girl's smile.

4) A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to.

5) Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what? Uh...nevermind." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out.

6) If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don't need to give advice.

7) A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.

8) GUYS LOVE YOU MORE THAN YOU LOVE THEM !

9) Guys use words like hot or cute to describe girls. They rarely use beautiful or gorgeous. If a guy uses that, he loves you or likes you a whole heck of a lot.

10) If the guy does something stupid in front of the girl, he will think about it for the next couple days or until the next time he spends time with the girl.

11) If a guy looks unusually calm and laid back, he's probably faking it and he's really thinking on something.

12) When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl, he really is. Guys rarely say that.

13) When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, "Please come and listen to me"

14) If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn't happen that often, so when it does, you know something's up.

15) When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he's definitely thinking something.

16) Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions and are MAD or confusing, but somehow are drawn even more to them.

17) A guy would give the world to be able to read a girl's mind for a day.

18) No guy can handle all his problems on his own; he's just too stubborn to admit it.

19) NOT ALL GUYS ARE RUDE ! Just because ONE is RUDE doesnt mean he represents ALL of them.

20) WHEN A GUY SACRIFICES HIS SLEEP AND HEALTH JUST TO TALK TO YOU, HE REALLY LIKES YOU AND WANTS TO BE WITH YOU AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE.

21) Even if you dumped a guy months ago and he loved you, he probably still does and if he had one wish it would be for you to come back into his life.

Interesting much? Haha. To me, it is. Anyway, I'm stuck with some stupid assignment. I'll be updating soon. TTFN !